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Saturday, September 22, 2012

Inadequacy



Yesterday was the 1st time I wore makeup to school because I had to rush straight for some F1-related work after class, and makeup was necessary. While most girls feel more confident with makeup on, I feel the total opposite; I kept my head down the whole time from my house to the busstop, on the bus, and into school. I didn't dare to look at anyone or call out my friends' name because I didn't want them to see my made-up face. This is the extent of inadequacy and awkwardness I felt yesterday, even when there was only minimal makeup (just foundation, eyeliner and blusher) on.
I guess I'm really someone who can never live with makeup for my whole life. Somehow being all natural/makeup-free makes me so much more confident of myself. Is this even normal?

And this post actually started out with 4 pictures but I finally decided only this was presentable enough.

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  1. you're still beautiful anyways! and yes it's normal haha i used to be like you, but now i still like my face to be bare/minimal. anyways less make up is always good for your skin and face! :D

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    1. Hehe yeah, I always feel that my face can't breathe whenever I put makeup, and I'll get damn paranoid about having breakouts the next day :(
      You look good w/o makeup anyway!! :D

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  2. So beautiful... *o* Have more confidence with or without make up, because you are awesome.
    Can't wait to have you in my arms again!

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    1. :))))))))))) Confidence doesn't just come haha, but I'll try!
      I can't wait too! 87 more days :D

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  3. Eh! Remember I told you this is one my favourite photo of you? Hahahah I think you look good with the liner and blusher eh! Hahahah but make up is supposed to make features more defined and I do like that quite a bit for myself! Haha

    -SH

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    1. Omg did you just scroll through all these entries to get here? Hahah. Anyway yeah, I remember you said that!! Thanks :D I'm still more used to stage/dance makeup instead of the daily kinds haha even though those are so much thicker.

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